Friday, June 26, 2015

my ceramics final

My final was on Thursday and it was the easiest final I've ever had. It consisted of sorting my pieces out of everyone else's and showing them to my professor who looked at them, complimented my work overall and a few items in particular, and wished me a pleasant summer. Other teachers take note - finals don't have to be so painful as you always make them out to be!

I really enjoyed taking this class - a whirlwind adventure of eight weeks - and while I didn't learn everything about ceramics I did learn many things so I thought I'd share some of those things with you while sharing the 20 pieces that survived my journey through the process. [warning: this is a pretty long post so if you just scroll through to see the pictures no one is judging you] 

Many Things You Never Necessarily Wanted to Know About Ceramics:
[the lighting in my apartment is not stellar so forgive the less-than-professional cellphone photography]
We spent the entirety of the class working on the wheels and if you're not comfortable with getting really up-close and personal with an inanimate object then pottery might not be the field for you. 

After wedging the clay [think kneading bread], which rids it of air bubbles that would cause major problems down the road, you have to center the clay on the wheel head. This is accomplished by applying pressure with both hands. One - elbow planted firmly on your thigh, functioning as a vertical surface that determines the diameter of the clay on the wheel. The other - pressing on the top of the clay with the corner formed on the side of your hand when you make a fist, compressing the clay down until you have what amounts to a fat disk. Centering was probably one of the trickiest things for me. It sounds silly, but you can't describe what a centered piece of clay feels like, you have to feel it. But knowing that feeling doesn't mean you'll be able to consistently accomplish it on any given day. Even professional potters have times when they just can't get it right. Aside from that, though, it's mostly about force. You have to really push down to center a ball of clay and the bigger the ball, the harder you have to push. I personally ended up sore in my shoulders in a way I haven't experienced before. 

We started out with cylinders, more commonly known as cups. This was primarily an exercise in pulling clay up to create a form and keeping the thickness consistent - practice well used on our first project: mugs.

[this is what can happen when glazing doesn't go very well]
The only requirements here were that the piece have a handle and functionality [lip feels good in your mouth, specifically]. I'll willingly admit that ceramics in general, and wheel-throwing in particular, being so new to me made this first venture pretty intimidating which is why these first eight mugs are all sized just about for a child's tea party [or, as Tim has pointed out, espresso, if we drank it]. Though part of their diminutive size was a result of how much clay shrinks when it dries [and again when it's fired]. This clay had about a 13% shrink ratio [yes, I made that term up, but they really do shrink that much] so while none of these first ones were terribly large on the wheel, they were larger than they are now. But they're cute, so I kept them. 






 Handles are applied when the cup portion of the mug is 'leather hard' - a tactile measure of dryness where the clay feels about the same as a block of cheddar cheese. [trimming - shaping the bottom of a piece while it spins, upside-down on the wheel - is also done at this stage. this is also when you can do a lot of decorative work, like carving, or other additives like handles] You score the areas where the handle will attach - adding a touch of water to create a slurry - then, taking a flattened cylinder of clay, you attach one end to the mug and then 'pull' the handle to the length you want with smooth downward strokes, the handle-clay perpendicular to the floor. I can't say that I'm a huge fan of handles. They're finicky things and if you don't get them on right they can fall off as the piece continues to dry or in the kiln if air bubbles get trapped between the handle and the mug. Experience is definitely the ruling factor here.

[Once you've trimmed a piece you let it dry completely. At this stage it's called 'greenware' - presumably a reference to the fact that it hasn't been fired yet. Next, we bisque-fired the pieces. This step is solely to prepare for glazing. It is possible to glaze greenware and some potters do but your glazes have to be chemically formulated for that particular process. If we'd glazed our greenware with the glazes available then every piece would have exploded in the kiln. Bisque-fired clay is still pretty fragile and water/air permeable (a result of the temperature at which it was fired) which allows the glaze to soak into the piece. (Fun Fact: the difference between earthenware and stoneware is simply the temperatures at which they are fired. Earthenware is fired at or below 20,000 degrees Fahrenheit and stoneware is fired above that temperature. As a result, stoneware is harder and more durable but not necessarily super fancy.) When we glazed we first applied a water-soluble wax to the base of our pieces (what's referred to as the 'foot'). This wax keeps glaze from adhering which would result in utter disaster in the kiln - fusing the piece to the kiln shelf because, hey, glazes are glass. Wax isn't a total guarantee either, though. If you apply the glaze to thick then in can run and if that run reaches the kiln shelf the result is the same: a piece that can only be removed via use of a hammer. (The streaks on two mugs above are results of runs) Amazingly, no pieces were lost to this tragedy in my class - an apparent first for my professor. (Additional Fun Facts: aside from runs, there are two main problems that can occur when firing a glazed piece. 'Crawling' happens when the glaze shrinks faster than the piece and results in patchy glazes that resemble lizard skin. Some potters actually formulate glazes to do this on purpose to achieve that look. 'Shivering', however, isn't a desired look. This happens when the piece shrinks faster and farther than the glaze - resulting in the glaze falling off the piece. Yikes.)]

Having made the above mugs-in-miniature, I wanted to make at least two that were truly a functional size since Tim and I generally need a mug to hold more than one swallow of water. Combining some of my favorite design aspects, I created these two. His and hers mugs, if you will. The one on the right is still a tad on the small side but usable. The green one has the same quilted pattern, it's just harder to see under a more opaque glaze.


After mugs we set out to make jars. My professor showed us three different types of rims with four accompanying types of lids. We had to choose three types of rims to make. Jars may seem like a big step up from mugs and while, for me, this project was my least favorite, it's really just an extension of our practice with cylinders. Rims are created with simple figure pressure and most of the lids are made like really small bowls. The trick here is that, for best results [although never guaranteed] you need to make the jar and lid in the same session. You can stretch this a little but if you make one too long after the other then the drying times will be too dissimilar for the two to ever hope of fitting properly.

You can tell that the lid for this first one is bigger than the jar but by the time I made it [having broken another one while trimming it] I didn't care so much so I fudged a little. The result being that I couldn't show you the rim if I wanted to because it's glazed shut - the separate parts [though fired together] swelled and shrank at different rates so the wax [which I'll explain later] made no difference. I'm not really bummed about this though. I had secretly hoped that one of my jars would glaze together so I could have a trick jar for people to try to open.

[evil laughter]

[Tim has dubbed this one 'the honey jar']
This last jar is probably my favorite. You could feel those rings on the top when I first made it and while the glaze made the surface smooth I was pleasantly surprised by the breaking that happened - making it look like a cross-section of a tree. "Breaking" is when a glaze changes color when it encounters ridges, bumps, or simply changes in thickness across a piece. Most of the glazes we used were breaking glazes which is why there is so much variation in color.

[this is also the jar with the best fitting lid. I've come to hate lids more than handles]
Our last project was "open" so we could make anything we wanted as long as it wasn't a mug or a jar. No complaints from me! The professor did show us several items that we could make if we felt like it. He explained the difference between a bowl and a cylinder [a bowl's bottom is meant to be curved rather than flat, as a cylinder's is], showed us how to make a bottle [the only requirement for this seemed to be that the opening be really really narrow], and totally blew my mind when he made what essentially amounts to a hollow doughnut [also, why is the spelling 'donut' only appropriate in the plural?]. I don't even know how to describe this process in words but it involves pulling up two sides of clay separated effectively by a channel in the piece and then guiding them together over that space. It's amazing and he explained that this technique has been used to make canteens in ancient Rome as well as various styles of vases, tea pots, and even cut in half to make handles for large pieces.

I wasn't quite ambitious enough to attempt this latter miracle, especially since my primary goal with this project was to make pieces I'd use. So I set out first to make me some bowls. Unfortunately, of the three I made, I accidentally broke the largest during trimming. [guys, one thing I've learned is that every step of the ceramics process is an opportunity for you to mess up or for something to just incredibly wrong for undetermined reasons. it gets to being about equal parts stress and excitement] The other two did survive and this first one is a great example of how you shouldn't abandon a piece just because you aren't fond of it at the moment. As much as can go wrong at each step, there are also surprises that can make something go from 'meh' to 'cool!'. I wasn't a fan of this bowl before it was glazed. I thought the shape was kind of dumb and it just looked boring but now that it's got this super sweet glaze it looks like a totally different piece to me.

[if I had realized this glaze wasn't glossy (a mistake apparently
made by my whole class) I would have glazed a ton more pieces
with it because it's awesome]
I was so terrified this bowl would break while I was carving the rim but I think karma was on my side after the first one died. Leather hard really is a good description of the stage you have to do details like this at. It honestly felt like I was working with a cold block of hard cheddar. With a sharp object no less. Yay for no injuries!

[free-handing with a needle. heck yes]
Okay, I guess technically I made four bowls but this one got a little smooshed when it decided to fly off the wheel during trimming. That really happens, guys. I can't make this up. One side got pretty dented so I decided to mirror it and add a little spout. Not entire sure what this will be used for but the glaze on it [a glossy brown that breaks to black] actually turned a bit more purple on this piece for some reason and it gave it a sheen that makes it look metallic. Totally unexpected and I doubt I could replicate it if I tried. Glazes are unpredictable that way.

[I wish I had a better picture of the sheen on this.
it honestly looks like it's made of aged iron]
Of the pieces the professor demonstrated, I did decide to try a bottle since it didn't seem super hard. Having taken this journey I can now say that it takes a bit more skill than originally anticipated but aside from that my qualm is really just that a bottle doesn't seem terribly useful in our current period of technological development aside from an artistic piece. Maybe I can use this as a single flower vase? It does have some fun spotting on it from where the glaze broke.


Speaking of vases! I was practicing the form I wanted to use for the pitchers below and the narrow portion became too thin to support the rim which caused the folding on this piece. I rather liked the look though and it's a nice size for a little vase so I kept it. I really enjoyed the matte brown glaze my professor had, both for the visual texture as well as the simplicity, but I painted some flowers in white glaze on top of it to keep it from being too boring.

[I wasn't sure what to expect in terms of the glazes interacting
but I'm pretty happy with the result. the brown broke around the
white in a way that makes the design look more organic.]

Okay, these last pieces are my pride and joys from this semester. They were the last things I made and the ones I went into with the clearest idea of what I wanted - which means there was the most opportunity to be dissatisfied with the end product.

I don't know anyone who actually uses a ceramic pitcher these days but I chose the style because I thought they'd make really cute vases and judging on the sizes they turned out to be [a little small for pitcher-purposes unless you're talking milk and cream] vases are probably their best use. They are my biggest pieces by far so throwing them was a challenge unto itself because I was using more clay than I had all semester. Now, I'm pretty tall which I figure gives me at least a small leverage advantage when it comes to centering clay on the wheel but man, I had to use as much force as I could muster from my scrawny little arms to get these guys in line. Let that be a lesson for everyone, as a small tangent, skinny does not equal fit.

Personally, I don't think flower vases should be terribly ornate. I mean, the purpose is to show off the flowers, right? Complement them, at most. It was as I was pondering what glaze to use to achieve this goal that our professor showed us a series of slides [on a legit slide projector that he stole years ago from the art history department because they wouldn't get him a projector because 'it would get dirty'] of various potters' work. As we were observing the various styles he talked about the history of glazing in the United States. The art of glaze creation and use wasn't brought to the states until long after colonial America when pottery all looked a lot like this:


I grew up somewhat acquainted with this kind of crockery and the simplistic, rustic aesthetic completely answered my design needs. Now, we didn't have a grey glaze [probably because that would be boring] so, on our last day to glaze [praying I didn't screw up because I didn't have an additional 24 hours for the pieces to dry again before a second attempt] I settled for a white base with light blue for the detail work. 

We didn't have enough time to do a full glaze run of our early pieces to see how they glazes would react in practice - and they look nothing like their final form when you apply them: 
[you can match these to the tiny mugs by shape]

- so yesterday morning was the first time I saw any of these pieces and while I was excited for all of them it was these pitchers that I was looking for most anxiously.

And they could not have turned out better.


I'm so ridiculously happy with these that last night I kept glancing over at them on my kitchen table and just grinning like a lunatic.

I had a total blast in this class and it was so satisfying to end it with a small horde of objects I made. What can I say, research papers just don't do the same thing for me. I'm even proud of the pieces I don't super love which is making the decision of which to send my dad as a belated birthday present much more difficult than anticipated!

Thursday, June 18, 2015

it's. so. hot.

Guys, I hate summer. Like, really really really REALLY hate summer.

It's been in the nineties all this week and even though I'm only ever outside for like half an hour at a time it is killing meeeee. I get asked fairly often if I think a Utah summer is superior to a New York summer as the temperatures are higher here on average but it's "dry heat." You know, to all people who think that dry air is somehow superior to air with any degree of humidity I say "forget you." I understand where the argument comes from and while moisture in air can create a list of complaints it's really difficult for me to remember that list when I wake up in the morning with blood in my nose because the air is so freaking dry that I can't breath. And that only gets worse when you get outside and the world is so hot that you have to squint to keep your eyes from drying out and you have to breath through your mouth to keep your sinuses from turning to dust and blowing away and even then you're constantly questioning whether you're actually getting any oxygen when you inhale. I got news for you people, summer is summer whether the air is wet or dry and I hate the season indiscriminately.

The only redeemable thing about summer for me is the fact that I can go grocery shopping at 10pm without freezing to death from a slight breeze.

*end rant*

This week I discovered that some friends of ours pronounce Cruella Deville "Koala Deville." I kid you not. I was so surprised to hear this new and mind-boggling pronunciation that I couldn't think fast enough to ask if it was an inside joke sort of thing or if they just pronounce her name that way. Whatever the case, this is officially the funniest thing I've heard all week. Try singing "Cruella Deville" in your head that way. I dare you. Of course, with material like this I couldn't resist a quick sketch today. Behold:
[in other news: I'm not very good at drawing koalas]
I think I'm going to be chuckling about this for a while.

I've been doing some brainstorming lately to get myself back into my writing and one of the things I've been working on is reviewing my list of characters and deciding why they are part of the story and if it really needs them. It feels about as heartless as it sounds but it's a necessary step that I'm sure I'll come back to over and over. I was considering a few characters yesterday and I was struck with the realization that one of them has DID [Disassociative Identity Disorder, previously known as Multiple Personality Disorder]. Now, I don't generally go around trying to give my characters psychological conditions but this one just makes sense. It actually serves to condense two characters that I really like but were a little redundant, as well as to bring the focus back to the central theme of the book. I've been personally fascinated with DID since I was in high school so the idea of writing a character with it is really exciting but also scary because the disorder is complex in nature and there is so little really understood about the way it works. Well, research for writing is the only kind I can stand anyway so it's a bonus here that I'm really curious about the subject anyway!

Thursday, June 11, 2015

hodge-podge

I'm currently compiling a post with my reactions to the mountain of books I've been reading but I'm going to wait until I've finished all of them before posting that monster so today we get a random amalgamation of my life. Yay!

My ceramics class is wrapping up, our last day to do trim and finishing work is Monday, so we're all desperately praying that our pieces dry in time. I figured this week wouldn't be an issue because we're finally starting to get the hotter summer weather I'd normally expect right now but then it rained last night and it's raining again now which will play a detrimental role in the drying of the last pieces I made yesterday. Ugh. Weather. Why do you mock me? Realistically I think I'll be able to prep all my pieces in time to fire next week but the threat of having to throw pieces in the slurry buckets makes me panic, especially since my newest pieces are the biggest I've made so far and I'm actually really happy with them and reeeeaaaaallllly want to keep them! Fingers crossed! After bisque firing I'll just have the glazing left to go which I'm excited for but it's also another potential way to screw things up so happy anxiety!

Yesterday we lost power at work for almost two hours which provided an excellent opportunity for me to unleash the windup mouse I'd just obtained on Tuesday night. It was a very rewarding experience. When I arrived home around 5:45, though, I discovered that my zip code had lost power at 5pm and it didn't come back until 10pm. It's probably the longest power-outage I've experienced in a while and while it was a tad boring it wasn't as bad as the last time we'd lost power [sometime during fall when it got dark at 5pm]. It did seem weird to have two such outages in one day though.

The daughter of some friends from New York is getting married out here this weekend and while we're missing her wedding due to a family reunion we did get to see her and her fiance on Tuesday. Yay double dates. I've long felt like it's important to have couple friends but I'm also well aware of the struggles of trying to match up four separate personalities. These two are sweet though so I think we'll see more of them in future. The bride's family, for various last-minute reasons, moved out to the area two weeks ago and will actually be living pretty darn close to us which is a fun surprise. You really just can't get rid of some people even if you're 2,000 miles away! haha